❝My life is a struggle between my need for acceptance, my fear of rejection, and a desire to not care at all.
only wishing this was a dream… please pray for me guys :’(
❝september is no different from any other, yet it is unlike any other. everything awaited is soon to arrive: there is this scent that clings to you—wraps around the intimate parts of you. it is calm. it is warm. the stars are exploding beneath you and the oceans are stuck above you— the colors have slipped from the horizon and my skin is covered in the melting hues. when you and i met, our orbit isn’t quite over. we are still strange. still in transition. still learning and fumbling. we try and steer. we go nowhere and everywhere exploring the lines and limits of ourselves. it is beautiful and ugly. we discover how the hell we haven’t broken each other, but most importantly ourselves. september is no different, yet it not like any other. i am able to better use my compass. this is when i start to feel everything more than ever.
❝I love you. Remember. They cannot take it.
and just hearing your name puts a smile on my face